Happy Birhtday Brandon i hope you have an awesome day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First attempt after at this site.. never mind first time singing this song lol I'm bored what can I say ;)

I fuckin hate money

THis is kinda interesting you can find sites that pay to take surveys and shit

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Happy moomy's day to all the moms out there *hugs*

who knew that bein away from each other would be so hard.

He leaves for Sask. on June 5th.. I've been spent the last 3 days cryin off and on.. and I'm sure I will spend the next couple doin the same.. He is workin tonight and it will be his last day there..

Tomorrow is also his b-day.. he's gonna be 30.. I guess at least we will get to spend that day together.. we are lookin at anywhere from a month to possibly 2 months to get Alyssa and me out there.. one of the things that I said was that she HAS to be done school.. I know it's only junior kindergarden.. but still it's important to me.

On the 19th a friend is takin us to Hi-5 which is a kids thing.. she spent $200 on Alyssa and me and this is her going away present.

I don't really know what else to say.. things are just real sad round here lately.. and though I know this is a good thing as far as our life goes it's still sad.

PEOPLE IN THE MENTAL HEALTH PROFFESION NEED TO SPEAK FUCKIN ENGLISH THAT PEOPLE CAN UNDERSTAND that's all i have to say bout that

stolen from suzi_marie1 so blame her.. it's all her fault :P

is anyone real good at HTML codin that could help me pwease :)

Don't really know what to say.. it's been a decent day...

Alyssa of course now that I said something has begun peein her pants again.. twice yesterday.. once already today.. well not already since she is in bed now :P but still... don't know what's goin on with her.. it's drivin me nuts... that and she's startin to act like a kid LoL she's talkin back.. tellin me no.. askin questions then not listening to the answer.. askin stupid questions that she already knows the answer to... and she's startin to touch things that she KNOWS she isn't suppose to.. so basically what I'm tryin to say is she's tryin to retest what she can do and what she can't.. and I know this isn't gonna be the last time that she does this.. it just sucks ass... freakin kids man :P

Other than that I'm not sleepin again.. I can't seem to fall asleep and when I do get there the alarm goes off as soon as I do fall asleep.. blah.. the last time I took a Nytol it didn't do anything so there's no point in takin that again.. at least the 17th is gonna be here soon.. I don't know what good it will do since we don't really have the money to get meds.. but hopefully like in BC they can be covered here too.. one can only hope..

Craig is workin his ass off so we don't get a whole lotta time together.. and we still can't seem to be gettin ahead.. which doesn't help us get to Saskatchewan... I've put my resume out but no one seems to want me.. guess I smell funny or somethin

But I guess that's bout it.. don't really have anythin to say... so I'm gonna attempt to sleep and hope it works out :P *hugs to all *

This is what Craig saw on Saturday.. he's still REAL upset bout it.. wish there was more that I could do to help him
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It's insane.. apparently he is unsure if he wants to go to the funeral.. I don't know what to tell him.. it sucks not bein able to help.. He started writin his own journal... only his isn't online.. LoL he's very anti-online for lots of things.. it's kinda cute in an annoyin way :P

Mind you at least one of us uses the internet for good instead of just playin games.. tee hee

Hope ev1 is good *hugs to all *